hiaaa….it’s so stressful….so many things to be learned in this semester…

for one who don’t know me..now I’m in fifth semester with major Computer Science in Binus International. At this semester we must learn Enterprise JavaBean (what the hell is that), C#, robolab (which is so cool..that we are playing around with robot), and also developing software with real client (it’s amazing)..

Wew it’s really difficult to struggling with those subjects…

Hum…I must try hard to learn much cause i don’t want to get low grade..(B- is already a low grade for me)..I don’t think that I’m a perfectionist person..but don’t know..when i get low grade my feeling is getting so hurt…

Although my will to learn is big but if I’m not in the mood to study it will be useless.. because I won’t concentrate with what i have read and what i have studied…

And also if I face with some problems (although it’s only a small problem to me) ..i will think it a lot..in the result I will get headache…I tried hard not to think about those things but I can’t..in this time I cannot also hear what the lecturer said in the class..in fact i really want to listen to it..but my mind don’t want to collaborate with me..puff..

hiaaaaa…I cannot divide or manage my time correctly too..sigh…really2 stupid person..although I know I’m doing the wrong things but I still doing it…>.< for example..tomorrow I have quiz…but I don’t study a lot..I prefer to chat with my friends..browsing something unimportant..puff..

if you guyz in the same situation with me..don’t get frustrated or even drop the class!!!! drop the class is not solve your problems…it just like you escape from those problems…but try hard to fix and face it..fight until the end…cia you..be optimism guyz..if we fail don’t be shy to wake up, try again and again..fail is not the end of our life right!?!…fail leads us to success…^0^ yaatttaaa…